ok well as everyone knows tomorrow is fathers day.
well im not going to be able to celebrate it.
3 days ago my father passed away.
he was in the hospital for a week and while he was in there he had pneumonia and it cut down 50% of his breathing.
well he was having seizures and ripping the ivs out of his arms so they had to strap him down, then Wednesday morning he had a heart attack and died but they revived him.
he was in a comma for 3 hours and i was going up to the hospital to see him one last time because they told us not to expect him to come home this time.
well i got to the hospital and my mom met me in the elevator and told me he had already passed away..
so the last time i got to see him he was already dead.
 we dont have enough money for a funeral and he didnt have life insurence so we are going to have him cremated.
my sister has his bible and the things that i got are his watch that he has had for years and wouldnt leave the house without, an antique little clock thing, and a zippo lighter that he got for a present that has never been used and has his initials engraved into it.
so tomorrow im going to celebrate fathers day with my boyfriends family since i cant do it with my own.

R.I.P
Donald Buchanan. 6/13/07

make sure your mom has a good mothers day!
here are some pictures of my cousins and their new babies.
this is their first mothers day with their babies.


Starla and Jacob and their baby Issabella Moon.(i know i didnt spell bellas name right)


Jill and daniel and  their baby Lukas Ryder.